My Wife Is Giving Birth Today!

Here I am, sitting in the hospital wing, attempting to not sweat so profusely. My nerves are on end. My hair is a mess and my back hurts like crazy.

We’ve been staying here for almost a week, monitoring the baby and my wife’s health.

You see, she’s at risk for preeclampsia and the baby hasn’t been growing much in the last few weeks. She’s healthy — they’re both healthy, but they have to get that damn baby out!

As a first time father and long-time husband— I’m more prepared now than I’ll ever be.. but it’s still normal to feel anxious, right? Like my heart might just jump out of my chest at any minute.

I’m just so ready to hold that baby and tell her I love her. To kiss my wife on the cheek and to be the first to congratulate her on becoming a mommy.

It’s a shame that our family can’t be here with us. Because of the pandemic they’re limiting visitors. Who’s gonna be there to make sure that I don’t pass out when the time comes?

I’m so ready to be a daddy, but nervous to see how this all unfolds.

During times like these I have to remember the importance of centering my breathing, rooting myself in the present moment and keeping optimistic.. but to be honest — no amount of training will prepare you for the feelings that I’m having right now!

To be continued…